Are you sure it was a love?
This is the thing that i don't want to feel
It wasn't a love because i never feel it nervously if i meet him, even if I just saw him.
But if I miss him, I do miss him a lot. Not just like I usually miss somebody.
And when I met him, I feel teribly happy but I don't feel any beat on my heart
Always smile if I remember his silly things with his silly smile
His cute grin, his gorgeous quiet face. His silly eyebrow.
Em..
It's maybe not love, but what is it?
sometimes I feel so jealous when he cares to somebody else. But that's the way he is. Maybe it's only me whom afraid to lost him?
But I know someday he will..
Sometimes I feel soo guilty if something happened and broke his good mood. Sometimes I always feel hopeless when he had a bad time and he doesn't want to talk by anyone. but when he said that he adores someone, it wasn't kill me and I feel so usuall. I think that was fine after all? No problems.
But May I know more about him? His lifestyle, what did he like and hate? What did comfort him and what did annoy him? May I? Even i'm only a besties of him?
What the damn things these feelings? if you say love, it's trully wrong.
Because I never feel happier than the usuall day even when I'm with him..
-May, 2011 for Brot
aw, this note was still exist on my PC. I found it and I remebered all silly things about this 'Brot' :))
haa~ besties! how are you? We should spend another silly days again!
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